jueves, 18 de diciembre de 2008

And I was gone.


I chose to walk alone.
Though others wondered why.
Refused to look before me,
Kept eyes cast upwards,Towards the sky.

I didn't have companions.
No need for earthly things.
Only wanted freedom,
From what I felt were puppet strings.

I longed to be a bird.
That I might fly away.
I pitied every blade of grass
For planted they would stay.

I longed to be a flame.
That brightly danced alone.
Felt jealous of the steam
That made the air its only home.

Some say I wished too hard.
Some say I wished too long.
But they awoke one autumn day
To find that I was gone.
The trees, they say, stood witness.
The sky refused to tell.
But someone who had seen it
Said the story played out well.

I spread my arms out wide.
Breathed in the break of dawn.
I just let go of all I held...
And I was gone.

At. Dulce Locura♥

martes, 9 de diciembre de 2008

Loving you... Loving you... My love!!

I'll give you countless amounts of outright acceptance if you want it.
I will give you encouragement to choose the path that you want if you need it.
You can speak of anger and doubts your fears and freak outs and I'll hold it.
You can share your so-called shame filled accounts of times in your life and I won't judge it.
You can ask for space for yourself and only yourself and I'll grant it.
You can ask for freedom as well or time to travel and you'll have it.
You can ask to live by yourself or love someone else and I'll support it.
You can ask for anything you want anything at all and I'll understand it.

I bet you're wondering when the next payback shoe will eventually drop..
I bet you're wondering when my conditional police will force you to cough up..
I bet wonder how far you have now danced you way back into debt..
This is the only kind of love as I understand it that there really is.

You can express your deepest of truths even if it means I'll lose you and I'll hear it.
You can fall into the abyss on your way to your bliss I'll empathize with.
You can say that you have to skip town to chase your passion I'll hear it.
You can even hit rock bottom have a mid-life crisis and I'll hold it.

And there are no strings attached...

You owe me nothing for giving the love that I give. You owe me nothing for caring the way that I have.
I give you thanks for receiving it's my privilege... And you owe me nothing in return.
At.
Dulce Locura♥

True Love is always ALIVE!!!

I definetely do not agree with this quote:

"Pain does not come when people stop loving us. It is when we stop loving them."

As a matter of fact I have this quote:

"Learning love somebody don't make them love you."

If you love somebody and they dont love you love back, or they just stop loving you... you're just devastated.

On the other hand.. another quote:

"Love and hate, both are feelings, both come from the heart. If you love or hate somebody... that person has already found some place in your heart."

when you stop loving,
you just stop feeling for someone, you are just indifferent, being indifferent can be the best or the worst.. lets say: Dangerous sword.
How come can you be hurt if you don't feel anymore?? no sense. Now, i heard, "true love never dies" .. if someone just stop loving, if love is gone... then, it was not true love... again, how come can you get hurt for something that never was real?? no sense at all.

True > Someone once asked me, what i was looking for.. if i wanted someone to love me or if i wanted to love someone... i did not get it at the beginning, i just, thought it was so obvious, so i answerd that i wanted someone to love me, i wanted to be loved, but i could not be more mistaken.. i understood then, lots of people can love you, but you can only love someone.. if that person loves you back, then you will have found happiness.

Last but no least, i love this quote:

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves.”


At. Dulce Locura♥