Everyday is a new adventure for me. Waiting to see what happens next, will some one else SCREW me over?... will you make me feel hurt again? These are questions that linger in my mind. I know I said I FORGAVE you for what you did, but its hard for me to FORGET. Everytime i remember I feel STUPID for staying, but I know that im DEAD without you. No matter what I LOSE. Im used to this, you know I am, you know my past. But for some reason this time it hurts more then anything that has ever happened to me... I NEVER have felt for anyone the way I felt for you, I vowed to you to stay TRUE- But yet I haven't been stabed in the back with the knife we bought together and now I walk with a bloody wound in my back, waiting for it to heal.
At. Dulce Locura♥
